Ugly

afte ri got home from WAIT i stayed in the car and cried and cried because of how ugly i am. i cried tears of ugliness. i prayed to god for 20 minutes to make me prettier. my eyes are small and brown, my teeth are really jacked up, i only have 4 in the front and im 14 years old. i have braces now, so i only have 4 braces on my four front teeth and i look like a retard. i have short hair and short eyelashes. i hate every single part of me. i would change every single thing. my ears are okay but the earlobe is too big. i hate my eyes because one is a lot bigger than the other and one is higher on my face than the other. i hate my nose soooooooo much. it looks like a squash and it looks terrible in pictures. i hate my tomach and my legs. my legs are skinny and they dont have muscle only weird flabby fat, and my stomach is thicker and fatter than my legs. i hate my arms because there too skinny and not strong. i hate my hair its think and it always falls out and i have dandruff. no guys at school like me. they all like nina and she is my room mate. she is short and she has a good body. she has beatiful thick black hair that never falls out. she has super long eyelashes and brownish yellow eyes. she has perfext teeth and really nice legs because shes a dancer. and my other roomate kaira is really pretty. she has long eyelashes that tilt down and nice legs because shes a dancer. she has really pretty eyes and nice teeth. she has a nice face complexion and a really pretty nose. i hate everything about my self. i would give all of my stuff away to be prettier. i wish my eyes were the same size and they were bigger. i wish i had a smaller nose. i wish i had big strong sexy legs. i wish i had no fat on my stomach. i wish i had long hair and i had alot more hair. i wish guys liked me, i wish a had better smother skin.. my skin is really bumpy. luckily i dont have pimples or else i would be even uglier. i wish i had green eyes and really really long eyelashes. recently ive been thinking about killing myself because of how ugly i am. if i have children i dont want them going through life looking anything like me. and im crying while im writing this because i wish i could change everything but i know i cant. please god, make me prettier. please.. someone out there help me..